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Combat

by Ryan McCulloch

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1.
I tried but I couldn't find a way And more and more I look for the price i'll pay For the oil inside every pear The ray of light in the material girl Luxuries like being understood By all the people that I wish I could Go get the lead out And I tried but I couldn't find a way To tell you things that I always wished to say The feelings that I always miss The loving warm embrace of tenderness Sounds that let me know I'm not alone From all the people I can call my home Go get the lead out
2.
Combat 05:41
"Combat, maybe combat is the cure for everything" She stares down into her hands, laughs "Oh you're so mean" "Where's the fun in all of this, What's the cost of chances missed" Looking longing in the backseat "A night that lasts for years" "Grab your jacket take my hand" "Tell me again what's the plan" "All these losers don't understand that tonight We live to win" "And then it's up up over around the bend Screaming I'm not gonna come home again It's a dark thing to have to play pretend Southbound, faded, in skinny black Jeans in the back of a cadillac" "I would never want more than that" "But I do" "All I wanna do is get a little more close to you" "I don't have a clue" "Maybe all that fucking combat Is the price we have to pay" Simply put his mouth was shut She knew just what to say "I'm done with all these army trends But I'm dying to know how this one ends" "Call it sleazy but it's just a trend Tomorrow it's a deal" "And then it's up up over around the bend Screaming I'm not gonna come home again It's a dark thing to have to play pretend Southbound, faded, in skinny black Jeans in the back of a cadillac" "I would never want more than that" "But I do" "All I wanna do is get a little more close to you" "I don't have a clue" "And then it's up up over around the bend Screaming I'm not gonna come home again It's a dark thing to have to play pretend Southbound, faded, in skinny black Jeans in the back of a cadillac" "I would never want more than that" "But I do" "All I wanna do is get a little more close to you" "I don't have a clue"
3.
Heavy Metal 03:36
I'm sleeping just to dream of you And every single thing that you do Till I'm flat on the floor Trying to dream some more That you're dreaming about me too I'm nervous couldn't tell you why I hate to see that look in your eye But you see it too Something I'd never do And I do this but I don't know why I won't lie Heavy metal heartbeats forever align Caught in time In the space between Avalon in my mind And it looks so nice Now I'm eating but still feeling thin Cause I don't know what's about to begin But I know what I've done That I've hurted someone That I'm never gonna hurt again I won't lie Heavy metal heartbeats forever align Caught in time In the space between Avalon in my mind And it looks so nice Now I'm sleeping just to dream of you And every single thing that you do Till I'm flat on the floor Trying to dream some more That you're dreaming about me too That you're dreaming about me too That you're dreaming about me too
4.
Slow pacing down the hall From wall to wall Out of the light Now I don't think that Prairie Rose is coming home tonight He cried out to Martha Go grab me a beer I'm gonna drive all night until Prairie Rose is here On the heels of hejira She looked in the mirror With a bittersweet sense of displace And an apple being eaten Like the garden of Eden Damnation looks better in lace And babe if you don't think that's true Take a look at me on channel two Because just like nostalgia I'm already gone Divorced from the pleasures of pain That kept me hanging around so long And just like an album I shall be released So keep me close Like truth to a hoax Write a song And name it after me Fast racing like a heart Little red corvette Is the only thing heard And the sweet sound of Prairie Rose Singing every word In a gas station bathroom Somewhere near Estaire There's a love letter on the wall That says Prairie Rose was there Now she sleeps in her perfume In highway hotel rooms To find out what America means Face down in a mattress She'd make love like an actress Because that's the American Dream And if God isn't close to me now I'll still meet you someday somehow With a bouquet of flowers From the side of the road A gentle reminder that night after night Someone's baby won't be home Disturbed in the worst way Oh I'm your number one fan Under your thumb Like blood in the gums of better men Who never stood a chance I'll do what you say but never what you've done Because I've made that mistake too many times Calling out your name until I break through You'll say I know it was wrong but I wrote you a song It's called Prairie Rose, I named it after you And it's somewhat funny How you're so absurd And I'm searching the country For the things that I deserve And the pursuit of happiness Is the fuel that I burn Twisted for the better I'll love you forever XOXO sighed Prairie Rose Heaven surrounds the unholy ground that's America And so does Prairie Rose
5.
Let's stay out tonight We can create a life inside the parking lot lights Sit in the silence and know it's ok Because we both know what we'd say anyway Now we're stuck inside a war That's not worth fighting for How can you want more When we keep on passing through A million shades of blue The colour of your lips The night we kissed and we forgot all the shame When you said you were curious I never said I was brave Now we're stuck inside a war That's not worth fighting for How can you want more When we keep on passing through A million shades of blue A million shades of blue All you ever wanted was the dream of a happy end All I ever wanted was to be that kid again In those parking lots where we'd play pretend Now we're stuck inside a war That's not worth fighting for How can you want more When we keep on passing through A million shades of blue A million shades of blue A million shades of blue
6.
Been so long So far from home Had my eye on the damned Now I feel like a ghost Whosever heard of that before All these mods are nothing but cons But Prairie you're the real thing Ya you're the queen of the pawns Oh Prairie I think I wanna marry you Maybe it's all in my head Was there something wrong with something that I said Thinking of it now feels like forever ago She said "thanks" but simply "no" Prairie said when she was just seventeen There's a time and a place somewhere waiting for me But time runs out and someday it's all gone And here I am now four years on I turned all that black denim into silk ciffon With that being said I'm never going back again Maybe it's all in my head Was there something wrong with something that I said Thinking of it now feels like forever ago She said "thanks" but simply Maybe it's a waste of time The new greatest hit that's playing on my mind Thinking of it now feels like forever ago She said "thanks" but simply "no" All my stars had turned into stripes And my bleeding red heart was running Canada dry Take a look it's right here on my sleeve And Prairie I need you like Bruce needs Springsteen But that's not an alibi Oh Prairie I guess this is goodnight Maybe it's all in my head Was there something wrong with something that I said Thinking of it now feels like forever ago She said "thanks" but simply Maybe it's a waste of time The new greatest hit that's playing on my mind Thinking of it now feels like forever ago She said "thanks" but simply "no"
7.
Wasted 05:46
Fade away like tides in the ocean Or whispers in the air I hear your voice sometimes In the distance somewhere I close my eyes and disappear Across the great divide I hope it's nice where you are On Earth it's just fine Oh I pray there's a heaven To keep you from this hell again But I think about you And the weight of the miles My heart is as strange as the notion We're broken by the truth You say times a virtue That's wasted on youth Oh yeah Wasted on youth Oh yeah Wasted The summers end passed away like an era And stars were made to feel small I watch the screen fade to black And collapse in the fall Oh I pray there's a heaven To keep you from this hell again But I think about you And the weight of the miles My heart is as strange as the notion We're broken by the truth You say times a virtue That's wasted on youth Oh yeah Wasted on youth Oh yeah Wasted on youth
8.
I can't help the reasons that I need you Counting all the feelings in my heart I can't help but feeling that I need you Forever more no never will we part I was lonely before but now that i'm found I remember screaming from the nosebleeds Reaching out for someone just like you Trying to touch the air that once was your air And screaming loud enough I might break through I was lonely before but now that i'm found I can't help the reasons that I love you Counting all the feelings in my heart Lose it all on pills and tasteless tattoos And want to stop so bad I just won't start I was lonely before but now that i'm found I was lonely before but now that i'm found I was lonely before but now that i'm found She says to live a little babe, you got nothing to lose And the gloves are coming off in the bedroom I have a tendency to pick but I don't really choose It works a little bit Heart to hearts can never be undressed But the closest we can get is chest to chest And now matter starts to change state Deeper than a deep fake Touch me like the first date It's all in the handshake And sorry I'm annoying I was being a fan Always part of all the noise but never part of the band That was one lucky break from a terrible plan But still hurts a little bit Jesus if you're listening i'm a terrible thief But if anybody noticed I'd just feel relieved Because it's not worth dying over drugged deceit But still worth a little bit And i'm caution thrown in the wind Pleasure is a passion Small talk so old fashion Lets cut to the action They're up in the bedroom doing the twist She says she wanted it to happen but not like this I've never been much of a prude but a bit of a priss Don't take it so hard when i'm just taking the piss Mama i'm so sorry for the all things that I said But it's the best damn story that I've ever read About a kid who ran away in the their own head And I can hear your voice now asking is this the end And whisper pictures of home And whisper pictures of home And whisper pictures of home And whisper pictures of home And whisper pictures of home And whisper pictures of home

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released September 22, 2023

Produced, Arranged, Composed, and Performed by Ryan Donald Vincent McCulloch

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